Saturday, January 31, 2009

When you wake up early,...you figoure out no one eles dose,

Have you ever thoug..ht about.. getti..ng your lip pierc..ed?
........to more times, yup

Does a kiss make you feel bette..r?
..depends

Have you ever passe..d out on the bathr..oom floor..?
..sometimes i didn't pass out,....i was just riding out some drugs i was on,

Do you start.. the water.. befor..e you get in the showe..r or when you get in?
uh,.....when i get in,....the jump back real fast.

What did you do today..? got my ass up,......fucked w/ my lip a little (long story, i got attack by an over-sized retard the other night).....smoked, and just waiting for the rest of the effing day
................................


Have you ever brush..ed your teeth.. while.. in the showe..r?
..normally do

Have you had more than 3 boyfr..iends../..girlf..riend..s at the same time?..
..........kinda,....but not really,.......it's all how u wanna see it

Have you ever thoug..ht about.. your death..?
..when i almost died, yes

Ever been in love?..
Coupl..e of times.....

Would.. you rathe..r be in a perma..nent relat..ionsh..ip or play the field..?
Its hard to say now a'days............

What is your favor..ite sport..?
..football, thx to my family

What color.. is your showe..r curta..in?
..........Fishes:-)

Have you ever had stitc..hes?
....................stitches,staples,....all that jazz

Did you belie..ve that boys/..girls.. had cooti..es?
..sure

Do you know how to use chop stick..s?
No,...i make shish-co-bob outta them........

Lyric..s stuck.. in your head?..
..rather not say

Do you like the Red Sox or Yanke..ess?
Neith..er

What are you doing.. tomor..row?
....school work,.....dickin around,...shop around w/ mother

Who was the last perso..n you could..n't take your eyes off of?
dude at spencers

Have you ever given.. money.. to a homel..ess perso..n?
............always!

Have you ever run over an anima..l?
a mailbox...a couple actually

What is your favor..ite cerea..l?
........Captn' Crunch, Cookie Crisp, the  nut cluster ones,.....good stuff

Have you ever had an Oreo with peanu..t butte..r?
..............i tried it,...my dude at the time made it,...he was being sweet,....so i suffered throw it

What are you doing.. right.. at this momen..t?
..........anout to go smoke, and watching,.....hot fuzz,....agein,.....it's always in, so i just press play,.....


Do you think.. its right.. for strai..ght guys to get their.. tongu..e pierc..ed?
............its a must

Where..'s your favor..ite place.. to be?
..............anywhere i feel good,

What'..s your favor..ite song?..
..pick a floyd song,....any floyd song

Are you more of a coffe..e or alcoh..ol drink..er?
............that sweet sweet poison,....heh!

Have you ever throw..n shoes.. on a telep..hone wire?..
good idea


Have you ever been skinn..y dippi..ng?
Many times...

Have you ever been arres..ted?
............i guess


Do you dream.. in black.. and white..?
Color

Do you talk in your sleep..?
Only if I am havin.. a reall..y bad night..mare.

Do you snore..?
....totally

Are you a redne..ck?
..slightly,.....thx to my pops

Funni..est thing.. you heard.. all day? "earlier i distracted him w/ the cuddly monkey and then bashed him w/ the peace lilly, then said 'play times over' "...."your off the chain man!!!"
..........


Have you ever gotte..n a mosqu..ito bite on your face?..
..Fore-Head,...when im mad and start popping veins


What are you afrai..d of?
....................Jan 22

I reammber filling out one'a these in '07,

2008:​ A year in review

1) Where did you begin 2008?​
Running around Chad's & Johns place, fairly smashed

2) What did you do on St.
Patrick's Day?
told people i WAS wearing green, cause my eyes are green!

3) Were you in school anytime this year?​
yup,......

4) How did you earn your money​?​
pawn shop mostly, it sucked,......AND a few crap jobs

5) Did you have to go to the hospital?​
not this year,.....thank jebus

6) Did you have any encounters with the police?​
yes,.....yes i did

7) Would​ you relive 2008 over and over again​?​
and change a few things,......sure
......it kind of sucked

8) What did you purchase that was over $1000?​
absolutly nothing

9) Did you know anybody who got married?​
not this year,...nope

10) Did you know anybody who passed away?​
don't think so,......im gonna feel bad if i did

11) Did you know anyone who had a baby?​
yes

12) Did you move anywhere?​
mad a huge move to the "Tah"

13) What concerts/shows ​did you go to?
crapply enough,....NONE!!!!

14) Are you registered​ to vote?​
Nope

15) Do you still​ have the same job as you did in 2007?​
Hahaha!!!

16)​ Has anyone betrayed you in 2008?​
a few hav

17) Where​ do you live now?
at the moment, my folks in Wichita,......gay

18) Describe your birthday?​
went to a resturant w/ Chads family,......then got trashed for 3 days steright

19) What'​s one thing​ you thought you'd never​ do but did in 2008?​
moved to Wichita,...and got myself mixed up in another fucked up relationship,....

20) What has been your favorite moment?​
a couple of the times a Nicks place,...when me and my ex FRIST got together, and meeting Jenners,....a certain something eles

21) What's something you learned about​ yourself?​
alot,......i got some personality traits that kinda suck

22) Any new additions to your family?​
yes,......she just hasn't been born yet :-)........and my lil Vladamire (i'll get pix soon)

23) What was your best month​?​
iutow,.......the last month,.....cause it's the last

24) What music​ will you remember 2008 by?
Hanzel und Gretyel,Sublime,Hell Yeah, and Evenesence

26) Who has been your best drinking buddy​/​buddies?​
Fucking Jenn!

27) New friend?​
Fucking Jenn!......and a couple other freaks,

28) Favorite night​ out?
the drag-queen show kicked ass,.....going to the bar w/ nick was coo,....actaully doing Kareokee one night,...and kickin ass at it,.....

29) Would​ you say you've changed since​ the beginning of this year?​
for the better and the worse

30) Do you think​ 2009 will be better or worse​?​
it better be!

Aw Shitty!...

This is gonna suck,.....i have to turn myself in this thursday (or monday, i havn't deicided)...for some crap that i shouldn't have a warrent for, and if i don't my bails gonna be $1500,....not $200 this time.


so,..not to risk it, (and because my PO bitched at me)....im gonna go in early in the morning and getting it over wif, sice i'll get ORed out if i do,....the main thing that sux is, i'm hoping something dosen't violate my probation and make me ending up going away for a bit,......but,....i'm gonna end up fighting it in court,....hoping i'll win (hopfully).....and also hoping it dosen't turn out to be a big deal,......


Gay,.....

Dum Tee Dum Tee Dum

(Not much eles to do)


A
- Available: nah

- Age: about to be 24

- Annoyance: Family,People,This city,......my 1,000 word essay of the history of Chinesse goverment,

- Animal: i am a cat


B
- Beer: tose one over

- Birthday: January 7th

- Best Friend: Chadith, stary, Jenn

- Body Part on opposite sex: I'm a sucker furr long hair/piercings 

- Best feeling in the world: swimming naked

- Blind or Deaf?: ...dammit, I can't decide,
Both would suck equally, just in different ways

- Best weather: spring and fall


- Been in Love: yep

- Been on stage?: yup

- Believe in Magic: w/ a "K",....uh huh

- Believe in Santa: he shops at best buy

C
- Candy: fuck yeah

- Color: Green

- Chocolate/Vanilla: white chocolate

- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese, bitches

- Cake or pie: cake....favorite thing to get on my birthday....home-fucking-made cake

- Continent to visit: tough one,......Asia,....Europe,.....Africa....i wanna go to all 3 pretty bad

- Cheese: yes!


D
- Day or Night: Night

- Dance in the rain: done it on drugs a couple times


E
- Eyes: Hazel/Green

- Everyones got: Dildos

- Ever failed a class?: yes, sir


F
- Full name: Jaymie Ann Williams,......leave me alone,

- First thoughts waking up: my cat box stinks,.....

- Food: Crab Legs

G
- Greatest Fear: my dreams coming true....

- Goals: graduate,college,better job,move to better city,band....see what happens 


- Gum: .....bad memories

- Get along with your parents?: love my mother to pieces,.....she f'ing phsyco

- Good luck charm: my neckles (trademark neckles)

H
- Hair Color: Blacky.....some blonde

- Height: 5'4"

- Happy: right now,........sure

- Holiday: 4th of July

- How do you want to die: something dramatic

- Ice Cream: dipin' dots

- Instrument: BC Rich Beast.....or a Slayer edition ESP,

J
- Jewelry: one of my obsessions

- Job: flippin them burgers alll the time


K
- Kids: piss me off

- Kickboxing or karate: kickboxing

- Keep a journal?: nope,....thx to asshole always reading it

L
- Longest Car Ride: maybe about 6 hours.
not very long......up to iowa, i think

- Love: allot of poeple,

- Letter: J

- Laughed so hard you cried: many many times

M
- Milk flavor:  skim milk

- Movies: P.F the Wall, Se7en, Saw, Orgazmo 


- Motion sickness?: yessss

- McD's or BK: Burger King,.....goddamn


N
- Number of Siblings: 1....Nicolas

- Number of Piercings: 17

- Number: 7


O
- One wish: to be happy

P
- Perfect Pizza: spinich alfrado......

- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi challenge


Q
- Quote: "whiskey and speed, please"


R
- Reason to cry: .....dog ran away

- Reality T.V: homo


- Radio Station: the stations here blow,.....used to think they were umkay


- Roll your tongue in a circle? huh?

- Ring size: never checked, fairly small i guess

S
- Song: that "happy birthday, Mr. President" song....i want someone to sing that to me on mine :-)

- Shoe size: 7 i think

- Salad Dressing: French

- Sushi: no thanks

- Skipped school:....till i got caught

- Slept outside: many times

- Smoked?: rub it in

- Skinny dipped?: yep

- Sing well?: i think i can,....thats all that matters right??? Ha!

- In the shower? what about it?,.....i do nothing in there! shessh

- Swear?: Focker

- Strawberries/Blueberries: strawberries


T
- Time for bed: whenever I get tired usually sometime between 2 am and 6am

- Thunderstorms: absolutely love them


U
- Unpredictable: thats what they say




V
- Vacation spot: FL,


W
- Weakness: I'm too timid sometimes


- Who makes you laugh the most: Jenn,

- Worst feeling: knowing u were wrong

- Wanted to be a model?: nah

- Where do we go when we die?: comin right back,....unless ur some kinda, awesome surprem being by now,.....which not many of us are

-Worst Weather?: Hella hot

X
-X-Rays: tickle

-Ex's: some of them are still my friends/or okay in my book,......Jimbo,Jordan,&Korey,



Y
-Year it is now: 2008

-Yellow: piss


Z
- Zoo animal: i like the Lepords :-)...their beautiful,

Tally-Wacker

3 facts.. about.. the last perso..n you kisse..d?
- he's stoned constantly
- He looks like a Terrorist........
- His name is Kenny

Do you like to cuddl..e?
- sure

Have you ever made out again..st a car?
- sounds like a sence from a movie..

Do you take the bus?
- nope..

What peopl..e do you not get along.. with?
- 50% of the assholes i know, i hav that effect on people,....................

Hones..tly, has anyon..e ever seen you in your under..wear?
- what underwear?

Would.. you ever shave.. your head to save someo..ne you love?
- i guess,.....sheesh

When is the next time you will kiss someb..ody?
- iutow,............

How many pierc..ings do you have?
- aw you know,.....a few

Ever kisse..d in the rain?
- hella dermatically,.....like the sence in "great exspectations"..

How'..s your heart.. latel..y?
- healthy, i guess

Are you a jealo..us perso..n?
- im an over analizer,.....of course....

Any plans.. for tomor..row?
- hopfully run around,....and look for a new job..........

Have you held hands.. with anybo..dy in the past week?
- no,.....thats for fags

Do you like someo..ne you can'..t have?
- "Can't" is the wrong term..

Do you hate the last perso..n you kisse..d?
- he's a freak

Do you bump into someo..ne’s arm if you want to hold their.. hand?
- ummm,......i can....

What'..s the last thing.. you laugh..ed at?
- Dylan,...when he started cracking up when i told my dad he should cut his Mullet,..

Does the thoug..ht of marri..age scare.. you?
- Kinda sorta......

What was the first.. thing.. you thoug..ht this morni..ng?
- im so drunk!!!!!..

What color.. are your eyes?
..Hazel

Who do you hate curre..ntly?
- the fact that i have no goals, really......

Do you get the recom..mende..d eight.. hours.. of sleep.. a night..?
- i'm about to get right on that

Have you kisse..d someo..ne whose.. name start..s with the lette..r J?
- uh huh

Do you think.. you would.. make a good wife/..husba..nd?
- if the person deserved it, sure....

Is your curre..nt hair color.. mostl..y your natur..al hair color..?
- oh god no

Have you ever dated.. someo..ne more than once?
- yup

Why did your last relat..ionsh..ip end?
- we were both low-lifes,.....and he's fake............

Has the oppos..ite sex been in your room befor..e?
- yes

Are you scare..d of losin..g the perso..n you like to someo..ne else?
- no,...it's already happen before,.....i know how he feels though, we hava bond so to speak,..

What'..s your curre..nt probl..em?
- money..........

Have you learn..ed somet..hing new this week?
- goals keep me going,.....even if i don't reach em'......

How old do peopl..e usual..ly guess.. you are?
- 17-19.....im almost 24........i like being 23, i feel old

If you could.. move somew..here else,.. would.. you?
- my own place......Back to KC,........

Would.. you rathe..r your lover.. have gorge..ous eyes or a gorge..ous smile..?
- love eyes,....

Are you texti..ng anybo..dy?
- nope..

Has someo..ne put their.. arm aroun..d you in the past five days?
- she leans on me alot

How do you feel right.. now?
- gay......

Did you kiss or hug anyon..e today..?
- don't plan on it,.......i don't even know what happened last night,

What if your ex said "im sorry.., I want to be with you pleas..e take me back".. what would.. you say?
- which one?........

Don’t feel like typing out a bunch of stuff right now,....

So i'll get back to my story,......soon,


01: Last thing​ you illeg​ally did?
Shrooms,

02: When was the last time you had butte​rflie​s?​​​
iutow,

03: How'​​​s your life latel​y?​​​


Been comin' around,....

04: Last time you saw your best frien​d?​​​


Last night, she took me out for Taco's,......before she went to the Mudvayne show,......and barfed



05: Why did you cry the last time you did?
ummm,....i was drinking, and got all super sloshed


06: What was the first​ thing​ you thoug​ht this morni​ng?​​​
"Who the FUCK is calling me!!!!"


07: Are you a dick?​​​
i,..uh........no?....:-)


08: Do you wear shoes​?​​​
as little as poseable


09: Are you in love?​​​
i love lamp,....


10: Will you kiss the last perso​n you kisse​d again​?​​​ When?​​​
....some freak,


11: Is there​ somet​hing that has happe​ned in your past that you reall​y disli​ke?​​​
No enough that it's bothering me now,....


12: Is it easy for peopl​e to make you smile​?​​​
i laugh constantly,.....almost crazy like,


13: Does anyon​e hate you for no reaso​n?​​​
Yep,.....people need to loosen up,


14: Do your paren​ts tell you that if someo​ne start​s a fight​ with you, you can
finis​h it?
Basically,....when we've been in fights together......my mom's funny (she gets all Ghetto)


15: If you dye your hair,​​​ can peopl​e tell?​​​
they usually do, yeah

16: What will you do after​ this?​​​
take a shower,......finish gettin' a 1/2 a credit

17: Are you gonna​ get high later​?​​​
watch people proably,...


18: Do you tell your best frien​d every​thing​?​​​
anything she ask,....and then some,


19: How'​​​s your heart​ latel​y?​​​
been a lil heavy,.....been getting alot sterightened out though,....but latly it gets a little fluttery at times though,


20: Have you ever been suspe​nded or expel​led from schoo​l?​​​
uh huh


21: Are you think​ing about​ someb​ody right​ now?
......he's okay

22: Do you have any scars​?​​​
a couple

23: Do you belie​ve exes can reall​y ever be "​​​just frien​ds"​​​?​​​
Depends how serius they were at one pont,.....but sure,.....it's posable


24: Do you watch​ colle​ge sport​s?​​​
No


25: Are you scare​d of losin​g the perso​n you like to someo​ne else?​​​
Not really,......shit happens


26: Somet​hing you do when you are mad or upset​?​​​
smoke


27: Do you trust​ anyon​e?​​​
yep,....


28: Have you ever been to an art museu​m?​​​
yep,....real lil


31: How many pills​ do you take a day?
400 mls of effexor,....and a couple klonopins,.....sometimes sleepin pills


32: Have you ever had your heart​ broke​n?​​​
yeah,

33: Do you hate your most recent ex?
nah,.....he needs all the luck he can get i think,


34: Is there​ a perso​n of the oppos​ite sex who means​ a lot to you?
Theres ALOT,.....


35: How many pillo​ws do you sleep​ with?​​​
2


36: Does it take a lot for you to cry?
oh god no,....


37: Do you hones​tly care what other​ peopl​e think​ about​ you?
nope


38: What are you weari​ng?​​​
what i slept in,....


39: Do you get distr​acted​ easil​y?​​
whole reason im not doing school work right now proably,


40: Do you have trust​ issue​s?​
extremly


41: Do you watch​ footb​all sunda​ys?​​​
if my brothers around


42: Do you ever want to get marri​ed?​​​
sure


43: Who was the last perso​n'​​​s voice​ you heard​ over the phone​?​​​
My lil Freaker


44: How many peopl​e of the oppos​ite sex do you fully​ trust​?​​​
1....2 maybe


45: What do you think​ about​ tatto​os?​​​
fun


46: Curre​nt relat​ionsh​ip statu​s?​​​
...iutow

47: When did you last throw​ up?
its been awhile,

48: Do you like sushi​?​​​
never tried it really,....


49: Are you typic​ally a jealo​us perso​n?​​​
uh huh


50: What are you liste​ning to?
Watchin' the butterfly effect,......

"Jaymie in Legal-Land" Part 1

Guess i'm a lil pass-doo on a update,......Christ knows theres enough to say,....but,...eh,....i've been hecka lazy i guess,.....and the situation kinda bums me as it is,.......except when i pull my tarded-self together and just say eff-it,...but heres my long over do (and just plain long, i won't read it) story i would like to call:


"Jaymie in Legal-Land"


PART 1: "Where to start,...hummmm"


Okay,......as most of u know, i had a warrent (for skipping the last court date i was scheduled after i got arrested for this in the frist place in Aug. i think) and since the begaining on last Oct. hav been outta jail, Was there for only a week and a half, but goddamn it sucked!!! thankfully mom and dad bailed me out (after alot of collect calls of course. and saying the words "i'll pay you back")


And while we're on this "Bail" subject, i wanna say THANK YOU to my friend Casey, who,when he found out i was pinned up, called EVERYONE we know and tried to get money together for me,....funny (not really though) part was, he thought it was $2,000,...he didnt understand w/ a bonds-men i coulda got out for $200, even-after he called the jail house asking about it, i'd figoure the office people they woulda mentioned something,....but.....haha,.....my luck, huh.........And after a couple people heard it was only $200, they were like "ohhhh,....well shit"......but,...it all worked out,.....and i hav some memories i'll never forget from that place.....plus i stole the flip-flops :-)


PART 2: "Jaym's Court-Room Exstravoganza"


Alas, that brings us here,.....i was quitely (yeah right) awaiting my court date (which was 10/31...spooooky)....and THX to mom and dad getting me out when they did, i might hav actually had to sit in jail untill the 31st (gay).......and just to get this out now,.... i am Offically on Probation, thx to ol Captian Cankles,......granted yes,...won't hav happened if i didn't punch him,.....BUT,.......always more to the story,......sure everyone knows that one (and/or has been there).....That whole relationship was a train-reck to begain with,......But at least i'm man enough (i said it) to acknowledge my mistakes, and fix em'.......yeh, put that in ur pipe and smoke it.


But,...heres the run down of that lame-o Halloween i had,......1:30, i went to court, my buddies Bryant and Jenn were w/ me and mom to keep me in "good-spirits".....which worked, and i love the piss outta both of them for it, Went in the Court room,....didn't even look around, didn't really want to,....and we all just sat at the last row......and after a few minutes of just sitting there bullshitting w/ everyone....(Me, Jenn, Mom, and Bryant)  i didnt notice at frist,....then Jenn was like, "Dude,........thats fucking Chris".....My frist thought when i looked over was "Jesus H Christ, Fucking figours"....then after i look agein i noticed something....and i couldn't help it,....i leaned over (course not thinking,......i never do,...one'a my faults and my charming points i think) and said "Dude! Chris!....you got Fat!!!"....which is true, ya know,.....that boy got friggin' HUGE!!!....And i think im letting myself go, Shessssh!!! (do i sound like a bitter ex-lover yet, Hahaha!)........and get this,.....he jumped at me, made me actually flinch, im serius! Damn near screamed "You are not to speak to me!!!!" then jumped up hella fast and grab some gaurd and said,...."This girl is NOT to speak to me".........then damn near ran to the top of the court room,.....i mean shit,...did i tap a nerve? i was just playing (kinda) i didn't think he'd act that much like a little Lady (i'll call him lil Miss if i ever see him agein,...he kinda deserves it after that move he made),...almost thought he was gonna start crying like Nancey Caragan,.........but it gave us all a laugh, even my Mother, i think she dug the whole "you got fat!" thing, i think she wanted to say the same thing herself actually......so it worked out,.......Hell, after he moved away she was whispering things to me like,...."u know, when u go up there, if u need me to, i'll tell the judge about how he used to scream at you all the time and how posessive he was...." and so on and so on,.....i almost thought she was more Bitter towards him then i was. 


and so we were sitting there,....and sitting there,.....and Finally i got called up.


And i reammber mom pulling me aside as i got up,....she was all "Don't even look at anyone, look steright forward and look right at the judge" basically telling me to not give anyone any kinda satisfaction of letting them think i was bummed, or gave any kinda damn about them in anyway shape or form (bitterness, lonlyness, hate, pick you poison).....i kinda gave her the derp face and thought "would i do anything eles" i didn't wanna lock eyes w/ anyone, (maybe jason, cause he's one of the awesomest people ever, but i figoured i'd proably talk to him so other day, and today wasn't the day, even though we already made ameds and i let him know im doing better, and im glad he is too) i just wanted to show i was there, i was fine, and whatever the fudge happens happens and i'll take it lika trooper, cause it wasn't what i was there to act like, it was the truth (look at me trying to sound all tough, cute ain't it, cause i think everyone knows i'm the biggest cream puff they'll ever meet,....or at least those of you that know me anyways i should say, i've heard otherwise.....some people huh)


but,....i got called up there,...my public-defender already talked to me about what we were gonna do,....so i just grinned and nodded,....sounded good to me,.....i'm not used to all this court shit,.....never been,......but what he told me we should do was pull a plea agreement, and what he told me would happen is exactly what happen (but i'll get to that)......but.....i hoofed my ass up there and stood in front of ol' Judge Brown,.....


And for the record,....i've heard,....NOTHING....but horror storied about this man,...even from my frist Public-Defender to the people i was in POD 14/row B with (when i was number 15,....yep, still reammber). Basically he's the head DV judge here in the "Tah" and he's looking to get re-elected....so the more "bad-awfull-mad trashers of the inocent" he puts away the better it looks for him (and that so me,....i burn ophanages in the night, let me tell ya)....i was told i would get screamed at and preached at out the ass........but it didnt work like that,....i even went up there w/ a stiff upper lip excepting it (when people yell at me, i cry, it's the law of nature)....


One thing he did do though,......was accuse me of being on drugs (lil crappy).....i answered some of his questions,....one of them was "are you on Medication"...i said yea,...cause i am on Effexor (which just so happens to be this med that makes ur pupils very....very big,.....deer in head lights kinda big, plus when ur nervous that just kinda happens ethier way i hear).....then he said, "so ur not on anything kinda drugs right now"......"No, sir, i'm not"......"but i do stand before you with very dry balls, ur honor, you should make this lil homo behind me be the lil prancer he is and do something about it"......god i wanted to say that,......but thats another story (plus i watch to much TV)


PART 3: "Peeing in Front of Someone Sux"


.....Long story short,.....(to late?)...he sat me back down and made me drop an on the spot piddle test,.....got taken to a room and this women walked right in the potty w/ me,....."wo..." kinda my frist thought,........*sigh* get ready for this....sad thing was, i didnt hav to pee......but i did hav to fart......reaaalllll bad.......so of course,......im trying to force it, cause i wanted outta there,.....and when you force one thing,.....u force another,....another law of nature (hey im being honest! Go fuck urself!).....i chuckled about it.....least the chick was cool though,....if i cracked a joke, she cracked one right back w/ me,.....even when i was done, i walked out and said,....."damn, thought i was about to give birth in there"  "No no no,...we need pee, not babies...." Cracked me up,......and yes, i peed clean,....Jenn even pulled Bry aside and asked him if he got me high before i showed up,.....ye o'lil faith, mine Freak.......guess ol' girl knows me too well though,.......


Part 4: "Back to the Room of Happy Fun-Times"


And thats exactly what it was,.....the only hint of life (granted, yeah its a court room, kinda subpost to be a crap place to be)  in there was me,....course,...and the 2 freaks chuckling about whatever they could in the back. To me Laughing at Chris's weight to another comment i made that made Jennifer piss the floor (i didn't think it was that funny) but apparently how steright forward and the tone in my voice was hafe of it. But when i got back up there in front of him,.....i did the whole bid,...eye contact, respectful look towrds him, nod and say yes sir,......BUT....i did burst out with what i was talking about earlier (what made Jenn start cacklin').....i told him....."for the record ur honor, this guy sells marijauna, and....something something something......" forgot the rest of it, but i defentlly was gonna try and put humpty dumpty on the hot seat,.....cause it was outta his juristdiction....blah blah blah,.....something along those lines,......OH YEAH!......i reammber, i was pissed i had to drop a pee test, cause unlike the piece of lard behind me,...i knew damn well i wasn't on anything,.....when i can garanttee to this day he was proably high as a kite,....and if they were gonna try and bust me w/ something,...least they could do is make it worth there effing time, ya know!......but,....my  mature (aka non-exsistit side) likes to kick it, this was about me,...not him,.....i guess i could hav said something like, "ur honor, i'll feel uncomfertable if this indivdual attempts to make a statement about me, knowing he's under the influnce,"......but......Blah Blah Blah,.....he never even attempted too anyways,....i think the judge even asked him if he would like too,......some bullshit came flying out his month, didnt realize it was him talking (or said that) till Jenn was making fun of it earlier,........"oh thats what that was....all i heard was double chins flapping."....wow thats petty!


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Okay, I'll finish the rest of my "sage"......my very boring, long "sage"......tomarrow,........


G'Night


 


 


 


 


 


 

....Hey, wait a sec?

(i swear i'll write a real one'a these one day,.....when theres a lil less lameness,...But, i'll let my tunes let it scream it for me'h)




I’m feeling,.....Depeche (Laugh it up)

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Cant you understand
Oh my little girl

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence

*fart sound*

"Woa!!! Okay,....You are now firing a gun at your imaginary friend,...... who just so happend to be standing in front of 400 gallons of nitro-gliseren,!!!!!"


Hehehe,.....reading Bry's stuff he put on his page and read that lil quote he put on there,...made me chuckle (finally),.....havn't seen that movie in forever :-)


*pfffffftttt*......i'll need to get back to this,.....hav no energy, and i think i've thought about everything thats happen in the past 2 years so hard i've gone completly cross eyed,.........plus my fun lil voices hav  been kicking in  hecka harder latly,......last night i stayed here,.....wasn't very pretty,.......not that i ever can sleep,.....but NONE of them would let me stay asleep,......kinda gave me that a cold dark,.....feel like u wanna beg for something but u can't,.....in a completly other world,.....and u could reach all the others on another one but u can't,.......and the ironic part is, it's ur own fault,......


Blah Blah Blah,......i'll shut up, i sound lika fag,.....